thetruthconceal

2010-06-26T16:27:00.002+08:00

heyy.
woah it's been really long ever since i last blogged.
hmmmms,
it's a learning journey that i've been through in my life.
starting with my internship, i had really learnt alot in this internship.
kanna scolding from bosses , being 委屈 yet you cant say it out, everything everything..
hais, being an adult is tiring.
but this is what everyone in this world have to go through.
So let's 화이딩 HWAITING!

4 more weeks to go. i cant wait.

2010-06-21T00:08:00.001+08:00

我真的很想哭。
为什么学做一个大人要这么的辛苦。

在这个实习期间，我真的快受不了了。
为什么事情永远在重要关头发生呢。

我很累，很累，很累…

无奈与委屈将会交叉在每天的心情里。

2010-05-10T01:08:00.006+08:00

美丽的淑女啊~

Happy19th birthday to you! hahah im kinda sry that i should organise the birthday celebration to be a better one, but hope you do enjoy it. ((:
Hope you like your present, it will come v useful.
不管怎么样，谢谢你有时候迁就我.

Hmmms, 昨天去帮忙活动。　
虽然刚开始下了雨，　但是之后在活动开始的一会儿，雨就停了。
歌曲都是耳熟能详，　脍炙人口。* 除了几首老歌, 本人还没出生*　
在活动的过程中，不忘和大家拍照。因为这次的见面不知何时还能相见了。
每次看到他们，感觉就好像家一样。所以，这次很珍惜和他们一起为这个活动努力。

还有小熊啊！会很想你的哦！下次一定要 meet up!

2010-04-14T23:52:00.001+08:00

i did apologise to you.
and saw this phrase somewhere and i think it suits the situation now.

Apologizing doesn't mean I am wrong or you are right; just means I value our relationship more than my ego.

i mean that, i really meant that.
i cherish our friendship more than u do.

2010-04-09T00:39:00.003+08:00

Dear all,

Woah. working is really tiring.
however it is a good experience which make ppl to learn and grow during the process of having internship.

Just want to say it is great to see and meet nice people in my life. and i really really really wanna thank them for helping me in everything i do.

HEY EVERYBODY, let's just jiayou and keep the effort for doing what we are doing now!

2010-03-30T21:50:00.005+08:00

在这个学期开始之前，就已经在担心很多事情了。
在这个学期开始之后，也开始担心跟多事情……
我很想把这些事情都解决，但是… 没有那么容易。

今天早上，上了巴士，正在发呆时，突然听到一位看似粗糙的uncle, 开始在喊……
“后面的门坏了！　去前面下！　”
大家都看了看那位Uncle, 为什么要那样喊呢？

在那一刻，　我突然觉得很开心。　因为Uncle 是好心人。　
他在每一个车站，　对那些要下车的人都喊着同样的那句话。　

最近，开始觉得好人真的很难找。　

2010-03-12T01:28:00.008+08:00

Okay.
对于你的指责，我觉得很无奈...
昨天，我一整天都在外面。
所以我也很难第一时间告诉每一个人实习的结果。　
是，　你可能从陌生人的口中知道我进入了某某公司。　
可能我是应该至少主动通知你，　
但是我并没有那么做。　不是不想让你知道，　也不是忘了要跟你说啊……

我很失望。　
两年的友谊，　是单单看我有没有传简讯给你吗？
我不是不要跟你说这件事情啊，　只是我真的一整天都在外面。　
而且这个intern的结果也不是我最理想的，　也没有什么心情告诉别人啊
只是别人问我，　就告诉他们。　
不是想要把你和“别人”相同比较，　只是也没有一个心情想说的。　

我真的真的都知道你很关心我，　也一直鼓励我，　安慰我……
这些我都知道……
我也真的真的没有不想和你们分享我的实习结果，　也从来没有把你当我的下属还是什么的，　
我每次遇到事情都是想到你，　想问你的意见……
我的inbox还收着二月二十三号的简讯，因为我每次一想起实习的事情时，　都会想起这个让我感动的简讯。　
你知道我那时看到这个简讯时，　我真的想哭吗？　
因为我很开心有一个朋友在我受到挫折时，　为我加油，　为我打气……
但是你的话让我感到受伤也失望……

2010-03-03T03:12:00.003+08:00

woah. this is the only photo that 3 of us had together.
they were laughing at me, that's why we are making fun and playing with each other.

today.
both of them were emo.
both of them thought of the past, memories flooded their heart, their mind.

i wanna say, no matter what, im here for you all.
朋友一直都在你身边支持你…

经过了这几天，哭过了几天，突然了解
这是变大人必经的过程…

大家要加油好吗？
(:

2010-02-28T04:59:00.000+08:00

这几天都在大家面前笑...

但是，
从来不知道，
那么用力地笑，会那么累…

2010-02-28T03:23:00.002+08:00

没事没事，我多么想那么说……
但我说不出口。
我真的真的无时无刻都很担心这件事。
知道很多人都担心也关心我，谢谢。

为什么会变成这样……
为什么是我……
为什么我做这么多事情都没有人在乎……

两年来的日子，努力了那么多，是废的吗？
你们可以为我做的，只有这样吗？

事情什么时候才可以解决？

已经哭了很多次……
不想再哭了。

老天爷也要帮我哦...
因为我好好累哦。

2010-02-24T02:34:00.002+08:00

爸爸说...
出去见证真正的世界, 从中学习.
好吧...
看开一点.
听爸爸的话.

加油咯, 诗琪.

2010-02-22T23:59:00.002+08:00

HAHAH
the world is making a fool of me.
what is this to you? u might think it's not v impt to you, but it is impt to me.
and ya, i knew there is something wrong when u guys nv give me any notice of the interview.
bad aura. i dont know. it always come.
to me.
ohwell, if it's meant to be arrange just for her 1st, i think u guys want her to be in the company 1st bahs?
am i right to say that through psychological terms?
i wanna be optimistic about it, but it's hard.
is it because i take this too seriously?

i dont think so. it's internship. it's 5 months working with people u are new to, and for your gpa and to learn as much as possible for your future experience.

it's sad and disappointing to know this. and yupps, u said u will let me know again about the interview.
ohwell, i will always want to know when's my turn for interview.
but 希望越大，失望越大.

let's keep our fingers cross then.

2010-02-17T22:36:00.002+08:00

There are some words which cant be said again.
how i wish i can bring these words to him.
I hope...
after this ride of the journey, i will be okay.

突然好想要那拥抱…
那从来没有过的拥抱…

2010-02-15T00:45:00.002+08:00

i want an oppa..
oppa oppa oppa~

2010-01-31T01:10:00.014+08:00

yoyooooooo~
actually my mood is affected by some stuffs... =_=
算了， dont wanna talk about it.

昨天和今天都还满开心的 !
因为有机会看到 Ft island!
hahah~
昨天真的有近距离看到他们哦。因为在后台standby时，他们很顽皮地把跑backdrop那里画彼此的“脸”，就在这个时候这么近的看到他们! 有吓倒啦，但是真的很开心，暗爽~ =DDD
但是今天就没有真的有那个机会，但是已经很好了!
因为可以现场听见他们现场的表演是一个享受.
尤其本人满喜欢 hongki 的! 但是看到他们本人之后, 觉得 jonghun 也很帅!

现在整个就有让他们迷到~
HAHAHA!

damn cute and shuai arent they?
hehehe
虽然还是没有机会合照,
但是已经很开心, 谢谢小熊让我有这个机会看到他们.
不要内疚啦!
=DDD

2010-01-16T23:44:00.004+08:00

已经是2010的第16天了~
时间过得好快哦。。。
功课叠叠站。

大家加油吧！
((:

2009-12-31T17:39:00.003+08:00

yes. it is the last day of 2009, 31 December.
2009 is a bumpy road for me, lots of incidents and events which make me grow up in the process.
yupps. it is a learning process for me, being through all these. ((:

SO.
I HOPE 2010 IS A BETTER YEAR, A NEW YEAR WITH LOTS OF HOPE AND FREEDOM!
hahaha!
here we go~ =DDD

2009-12-26T02:43:00.004+08:00

HOHOHOHO!

christmas is here!
muahahah
alright. it was fun to stayover at clara's hse with lot of activities!
dad is v nice to let me to have a last min stayover. heheh =DD

playing mahjong, heartattack, bbq-ing and the carol-ing!
hahah my 1st time to see carol-ing in a house, listening to their songs.
this is nice!

and i think i ate ALOT LAHHH~
hahaha potato chips, tw sausages, mac breakfast.
ohman. i wanna go jog tml.
heheh!

2009-12-20T01:37:00.013+08:00

FINALLY holidays are here!!!
am so tired doing assignment for the past 2 weeks, everyday sleeping less than 6 hrs.
but now. just wanna rest! =DDD

just some fun and funny moments we had b4 our stress are coming~ hahaha

AND...thanks for being there when we are all busy and stressed up with homework or exams. (:

only satisfied photos for new media. HAHA jiayou jiayou bahs!
=DDD

2009-12-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

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OHHHH~ hahaha

2009-11-27T02:22:00.005+08:00

其实有一点迟...

但是还是想谢谢每一个祝我生日快乐的朋友们。

especially shuli yingqi yvonne connie yueru yuting.

谢谢你们！

there are still unexpected that happened, and the expected being not fulfill.

hahah, what's more to expect?

thanks. (:

2009-11-20T16:41:00.006+08:00

just some photos that i took it for new media module. hahaha

hope there can more improvement seen for the next time and future. (:

2009-11-11T00:08:00.005+08:00

inpirational post by natho.

" here's really no point being angry with the people you love.
An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind. -Ghandi

Why in the world would you want to hurt someone whom is dear to you? They might not even be around tomorrow. Nor you.

Time is very precious. And we're running out of it - every day, every hour, every minute. This very second.

Some things are not worth holding on to. Anger is one of them. Sometimes, the person you're angry with might not even know it. So all that effort and energy put into being angry only puts a toll on your body. For what? It's too troublesome."

true. why would we be the one, being angry with stuffs which the people know that u really cared abt it, neglect you? oh well, life is a journey of exploring your own world, your boundaries.

know where's ur border. where's ur boundaries. (:

2009-11-03T22:57:00.001+08:00

woohooo! being the 1st and 2nd fren ever been to huiying's hse!
muahahaha.
isnt that cool?
okayyy~ im just being random.
=D

2009-11-03T22:47:00.002+08:00

being through ups and downs when we figured our things out.
hopefully it's all alright now.
actually im really tired having all these. i know it's kinda like making a mountain out of a molehill, i know all these are stupid. but what do i care isnt just that.
i had already explained is the real reason and what i've been caring abt.

have to say sry becos it is suppose to be a happy thing to be able to find the other one. i didnt mean to spoil all these happiness and fun of it, but the main reason is just i dont like to have secrets betw close frens. that isnt the way it should be, isnt it? :)

ohwell, still wanna wish the new-born couple happy and tgt always.
=)

2009-11-02T00:24:00.003+08:00

WHO'S IN LOVE?
hahaha like finally! our loudspeaker!
we've been waiting for so long for u guys to be tgt.
=D

helmet kongbabao u better treat our speaker with love and care~ HAHAH if not u know what's here waiting for you~ BONE AND FATS.

祝你们幸福啦~

p.s dont zhongseqingyou too much hor! HAHAH =p

2009-10-26T22:04:00.009+08:00

hahaha these are the happy moments we had during the holidays.

ofcos. the last pic has to be the most memorable one. =D

MUAHAHAHA. =p

2009-10-22T23:18:00.001+08:00

真是的。
越看越不爽。。。
不知道为什么。。。

让我冷静一下吧~

2009-10-08T01:18:00.002+08:00

wooahhh~
im v tired after working, going to chalet and even for CAMPS during my precious HOLIDAYS.
hais.
been working too hard during this holidays?
hahahaha
ohwell. i still cant believe we signed up for camp just for 2 cca points?
it's really a TORTURE !
i hope i can get over it soon.
AND things has to work out b4 the holidays.

am really happy to be able to contact friends that i rarely talk to.
shall update with photos SOON! =D

2009-09-21T19:34:00.003+08:00

好久了~

不知是如何。感觉是如此的。。。微妙。

我认为自己不会去在乎那已经过去的缘分，但是事实并不是如此。

虽然你冷漠的眼神，我已经习惯了。但是它还是让我心痛。

很想放下，真的有那么容易吗？

至少现在，我还做不到。。。

2009-09-11T02:07:00.002+08:00

hahaha this qn has arised to me long time ago.
PEOPLE.
do i understand them?

You don't possess people. You can't, anyway. You just give them the freedom to do what they want, and hope that they choose to stay by you. - nat ho

v true. in the world of this, it is rare to have them staying with you isnt it?

2009-09-07T02:43:00.004+08:00

梦想的起点是否归零?

因为真相永远来得措手不及...

2009-09-02T22:28:00.008+08:00

hahahah these are some camwhore pics!

what we do normally! muahahah

yyyyeeaaahhh HOLIDAYS. this is what we should DO! =D

hmmmmms. starting work soon nxt week. choose pomo than tyan. hahaha.

hope it's a right decision. JYJYJY!

2009-08-30T01:02:00.002+08:00

wooohoooo!
a new BLOGSKIN!
special thanks to REBECCA SEE JING HUI!
* i dont think i spell ur FULL NAME wrongly? HAHAH
hahahah

2009-08-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

getting paranoid nowadays.
fears are within the spine.

2009-08-06T00:04:00.002+08:00

不知怎么了。最近，尤其是昨天。老李在我们的最后一堂课，就说了一些自己的人生经历。
他告诉了我们一个故事。
从前从前有一群16， 17 岁的年轻人在一个陌生的乡村里，他们想去看看
外面的世界，去闯荡社会。而村长就给了他们两个锦囊。
他们在离开乡村之前，揭开了第一个锦囊。
“不要怕”。
意思当然就是要孩子们做什么事情都不要怕，勇敢地向前走。
而第二个锦囊是得在20年后，孩子们闯荡了之后，回到乡村才能解开。
孩子们也相当守信用，在20年后，回到了乡村。
第二锦囊就是。。。
“不要悔”。
做什么事情，不管是挫折还是名誉，不管是发生了什么事情，那些都是自己选择，走过的路，是不能改变的事实。所以，不要后悔做过的每一件事情。

其实在听老师在说这个故事时，真的有想要哭的感觉。
想起了自己现在的成绩，它一定是落在人后的。。。
我所在乎的不是落在人后，而是成绩并没有达到自己的要求。
虽然知道自己不是没有努力，而是不够努力。还是觉得自己的成绩不应该是如此。
想起之前电台的事情。。。
就觉得自己很没用。实力还是没有办法达到要求。自己也不知道现在的我到底在做什么。
没有在怕，没有后悔。
但是没有力气，没有勇气，没有推动力让我走下去。。

之前发生了很多不愉快地事情。
我向来都是不去针对任何人，除非那个人真的让我看得很不爽。
发生的事情真的很莫名其妙指向我，和我们。
又不是我自己惹事生非，这些事情真的很莫名其妙。
谁会想让别人讨厌呢？
真是的。

觉得世界很莫名其妙，很不公平。。。

2009-07-30T02:03:00.001+08:00

recover soon pls!!
i dont wanna to be sick!
ohman~

fightingfightingfighting!

2009-07-25T01:48:00.003+08:00

wooahhh long time no see.

hmmmms

loads of things happened, v happening.

long stories.

just hope all these will be over soon.

and my unwellness can be BLOW AWAY soon.

assigments are not giving us any way to breathe. okay. im joking. but all of us are seriously tired out.

ohwell.

JIAYOU! FIGHTINGFIGHTINGFIGHTING!

2009-07-09T01:33:00.005+08:00

imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou
imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou
imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou
imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou
imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou
imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou

i really do miss you.
but......

2009-07-08T02:12:00.004+08:00

这次。。。

是个不一样的心情。

这次。。。

对你有点失望。

这次。。。

大口分。

算了吧。人生的道路还很长。但快乐到底是如此的简单, 如此的不容易。。

2009-06-23T00:54:00.011+08:00

** chiang chiang chiang chiang**

heheheh thanks daph for the photo~ * muack muack *

he is seriously good-looking, polite and has a NICE ATTITUDE~

wahaha =D

went to sentosa today. had some trouble waking up in the morning, so me and sl was late for the meeting. truely sry for tat.

AND AFTER THAT, CAMWHORING SESSION HAD STARTED AGAIN. HEHE

we were trying some ARTISTIC FEEL HERE~ hahah

hahaha sl's EXPECTATION.

mine~ hahaha

to each other's wishings~ HEHE

it's really such a pity that yq didnt come. hahahah YQ AHHH~

it was a FUN AND NICE DAY AFTERALL~!

ps I BELIEVE IM LUCKY~ hahahah

2009-06-20T21:14:00.002+08:00

hey~!

hahahah long time no see.~!

been slacking ever since the start of holidays~

hahaha this is yingqi and connie when we are at cq.

ehhhh i only hv this photo now. HAHAH.

hmmmmms then ytd went cq again after dinner with steph, joanne, wanyan, eleen, geraldine, clara and weiling. we travel from turf city to cq!

but ohwell. nice dinner to catch up with everyone of them!

wish stephan have a wonderful study trip at aust. (:

been SLACKING LIKE CRAZY.

HABEN EVEN START ANY HWK OR ASSIGNMENT!

HAIS. NXT WEEK CHIONG!

TML RUANJINGTIAN! HEHEHEH =D

2009-06-13T01:18:00.001+08:00

HOPE YOU REALLY LIKE MY PRESENT, BECCA! hahahah
=D

2009-06-13T01:10:00.002+08:00

hahahah i was trying to HAVE MY EYES BIGGER!

WITH yq, the 美丽主播? hahaha

didnt get a chance to take pic with 可爱主播~ nvm la. she has her own ENTERTAINMENT. heheh

anyway, it was a sucky day with a sucky person tat ALL OF US HATE.

if i can really beat a person up, IT WOULD BE HER. IM SERIOUS.

hahahaha

just wanna throw her off to a pool of dungs. HAHA

2009-06-04T23:55:00.002+08:00

woah tiring day with radioproduction today.
ohwell, everyone's busy with it.
hahahaha
but i think mine is kinda screwed up.
hais sad.

it's okay.
we jiayou for this sems!!!

2009-06-03T00:55:00.003+08:00

start the day off with a routine busride to sch, then to xuanxuan's mediawriting lesson.
it's quite okay la. but it's just the feel of lacking of chemisty betw us and THose SOMEBODies la.
esp one of them.

translation test is like...... there's no tml. cos it's too hard!
hais. nvm la. we had done our best.

following events are nice. yq got her extention done. COOL! hehehe

and NOW. wth, im listening to what u are saying and u are contradicting urself even with the evidence from mom can. wth.

funny day with ups and downs~

2009-06-01T01:33:00.005+08:00

wooohooo~

been busy busy busy like a BEE this week!

assignments are gushing to us~!

but hey.

dont know why i still hv time to ENJOY!

went to watch night at the museum 2 on fri with becca.

IT WAS REALLY NICE!

SUPER FUNNY, AND u know amy adam, female lead of enchanted?

SHE ACTED IN THE MOVIE TOO!

i like the part when the cupids sings with R&B style!

had dinner at XINWANG HK CAFE! wahahah my fav!

hahahah arent we all have a happy smile on our faces?

最幸福的事就是吃好吃的！ =D

nice day with becca cos it's really long eversince we've been out together.

ohwell, sat went to station to help out for roving.

i really panicked at the beginning becos it's really long eversince i have do roving. and it's only the SECOND TIME im doing on tat day!

lucky i get the feel of it after ken and margaret had taught me how to use it.

WAHAHAHAH

went for lunch and KBOX after that! enjoyed myself with singing by2's “我知道”~!

AND......

AARON KWOK IS REALLY AWESOME!

HE'S indeed quite built and strong with his dancing and singing.

the stage was really a WOHA for everyone cos it can REALLY ROTATE 360degree,

vertically horizontally and diagonally!

AND.......

HE ENCORED TWICE! like omg right?

他是我的偶像啦~! =D

p.s didnt get to capture any photos, cos my phone is spoilt.

OHWELL. finished MY LUOTUOXIANGZI.

LET'S JIAYOU BAHS EVERYONE! 2 MORE WEEKS!

fightingfightingfighting!

2009-05-28T02:25:00.007+08:00

wahahahaha 加油加油~！

thanks connie, it really brighten my day. cos of a tiring day doing cy's assignment.

THANKS!!

and huiying had tempted me with GELARE'S WAFFLE ICECREAMS!

AHHH~! i love their WAFFLE!

hais saving money~

SHUAIGES unite~!!!

2009-05-27T04:19:00.003+08:00

shiqi is going to be a zombie SOON.
shiqi is going to be a zombie SOON.
shiqi is going to be a zombie SOON.
shiqi is going to be a zombie SOON.
shiqi is going to be a zombie SOON.
shiqi is going to be a zombie SOON.
shiqi is going to be a zombie SOON.
shiqi is going to be a zombie SOON.
shiqi is going to be a zombie SOON.
shiqi is going to be a zombie SOON.
shiqi is going to be a zombie SOON.

hahahahah
stupid assignment is killing my sleeping time and my BRAIN CELLS.
and THERE WILL BE TESTS COMING SOON.

shiqi is going insane V SOON.

2009-05-25T00:41:00.003+08:00

okay.
played bball with the usual clique.
after that, went to heeren for the youthbox event.
ohwell, i wasnt really that high ever since the start of event le.
but things still went on smoothly.
yet, when the competition started, something sploit my mood.
being a professional emcee, i know i hv to tell myself that i still have to do it, do whatever i need to do even thou we are unhappy.
janine told me THEY were saying abt EMCEES, and they seems BITCHING abt it. ohwell.
i guess it's a experience la.

but when i was listening to the contestants singing, i really like to hear them sing.
esp one of them.
hahahaha.
有被电到. (:

i really see that kind of attitude sucks to the core.
hais.
life...

2009-05-22T15:45:00.006+08:00

HEY HEY!

1st, CONGRATS OUR GRP FOR ACHIEVING A+ FOR LIT PROJ!

it's unbelievable, cos we did it like quite last min, and ya. everyone of us were tired on tat day.

WOOHOOO~! ** claps claps for 3 CUTIES! **

wahahaha

well, ytd was a fun day too. CAMWHORING everywhere! wahahahah

sl with her PLAITS! nice ah! cungu plus SHANCAI style.! hahah

hahahaha all of us with " moustache". yq's one V REAL! wahaahh

heyhey! 没有如果! 我是宅女~ wahahah

fun day with our MAGNOLIA! lalalala lalalala~ 我的王子，公主~

wahahahah nxt week have no AGONY LE! YEAH! =D

2009-05-20T00:02:00.011+08:00

COUPLE OF THE DAY! hehehe dont playplay hor~

HAHAHA THANKS TO SHULI THE PHOTOGRAPHER LA!!

nice photos WITH NICE photographer and MY NICE JACKET!

ruanjingtian's style!! HEHEH

2009-05-19T23:39:00.005+08:00

woohooooo

been busy since the last week.

hahahaha

ofcos, been busy with my 1st EMCEE EVENT!

it's at heeren, knowing a lot of new frens. =D

really messy on 1st day cos A LOT OF NEW information keep bombarded me and my partner, JANINE! this is the 1st day audition with the contestants!

we really matches well, not bad 默契!

this is 2nd day audition, with the contestants! WOOHOO!

u know what, aldin's fren and my np scc's senior took part in the competition and get into semi final! happy for them! =)

i have 感情 with them le! wahahah youthbox's crews and contestants. must jiayou wors!

i shall see you guys this sun! =D

here's their 搞怪 photos caused by MY SUGGESTION! wahaha

2009-05-15T01:39:00.002+08:00

woohooo~ it's our weekly RADIO PRODUCTION LESSON TODAY!

it's actually quite okay la. i mean everything was at least done within our ability.

i was a little pissed off since the early part of the day, and during the process, i REALLY THINK COMMUNICATION IS IMPT!

p.s: yingqi will know what it is the NXT TIME. shuli and i experienced b4 le!

wahahaahah

this week will be a busy week, doing our projects and learning NEW things!

fulfilling week it gonna be.

2009-05-14T00:14:00.003+08:00

wahahahah I HV feel le!!!

小草莓超超超

帅的啦~！

真的真的让我觉得很幸福哦！

“在我心里，从来没有这条线。”

ohman! let me melt!

可爱的。 =D

2009-05-10T22:10:00.004+08:00

最近。。。

都觉得生活没有什么方向。

像是走在一个稠密的森林里，明明有着地图，但心里的指南针却失效了。

我。。。

迷路了。

我。。。

失望了。

我。。。

累了。

不知何时，穿透的第一道曙光能够带给我力量和无限的鼓励。

what i need is sunlight. i need to survive...

2009-05-09T15:40:00.003+08:00

hahahah 99th post!

this post is going to be a meaningful one.

hehehe.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHULI!!!

yesyes. u are FINALLY same age as me!

wahahahaha. can no longer say im OLD. u are OLD TOO!

ofcos, we hope u like our present for u.

ur ZHUZHU! heheheh =D

2009-05-06T01:53:00.001+08:00

woohooo.
" 天冷就回来" is really nice. every actors put in their effort to play their roles.
很感动. ppl seating infront of me were crying! one of them is a UNCLE! can u believe it?
wahahaah

* male lead is shuai de! hehehehe
=D

tired. going slp le!

2009-05-01T22:13:00.003+08:00

im tired.

with everything.

ever since 2009 has started, things arent going the way i want it to be.

tired. tired. tired.

yet, i cant do anything abt it no matter how hard i tried, patiently workng on it.

2009-05-01T21:44:00.005+08:00

woohoooo. time to update! hahaha

actually wanna update it on april 26 last sunday on stars awards! with my NAT HO!

heheh. SHUAI BAHS! i dun care abt his hair okay!

" 明年要加油哦！", that's what i told him! wahahaha!

three of us. =)

*hope the world can face the challenge and fight OVER IT soon! jiayoujiayou!

2009-04-17T00:35:00.003+08:00

today was REALLY SUAY to wait for my bus at esplanade for ONE HR!! wth!!
in the end i still need to take MRT HOME. LIKE WALKED ALL THE WAY FROM ESPLANADE TO CITY HALL MRT. CAN U IMAGINE HOW FAR IS THAT.
ya. so i was freaking angry and frustrated thus i called shuli to tell her abt it.
which i think i kinda shouted and screaming when im talking to her while walking.
I DUN CARE MY IMAGE BECOS I WAS SO ANGRY.
but hey, thanks shuli. thanks for listening to me. =)

overall, it's was actually a fun day out. The sending off of ash with the jc clique and watching ZAC EFRON's " 17 again", and SHOPPING WITH yq and sl, all are fun and ended up a nice day. except the later part.

thanks ppl.

2009-04-11T02:10:00.002+08:00

“我刚刚说的每一句话，每一个字，连标点符号都是真的。。。”

哇~ 庐卡斯的这句话真的让我很。。。。
震撼到。

：）

2009-04-09T03:14:00.001+08:00

am i stress with most of the things in life?
我有想太多了吗?

i didnt know that. hais.

2009-04-08T21:59:00.003+08:00

突然觉得自己在一个游泳池里，自己一进去，想出来时，会有一阵莫名的晕眩

但是，就是不想这样屈服。

莫名的发现自己并没有想象中的坚强

莫名的发现自己并没有想象中的开心

莫名的发现自己真的真的真的很在乎

根本不会游泳的女孩面前，所有的一切是前所未有的遇过的苦难。

渐渐，学会不要钻牛角尖，看开一点。

游泳我还是不会游，但对于浪的来袭并没有之前感觉的可怕。

ready to set off?

AYEAYE CAPTAIN SQ! =D

2009-04-05T23:53:00.001+08:00

joy is in the air.

happiness is filling my heart.

luck coming to me?

I HOPE SO!

我慢慢觉得自己已经放了很多，学会了什么叫看开。

2009-03-31T00:22:00.006+08:00

FAHRENHEIT IS RIDICULOUSLY HANDSOME!

omg! yue lai yue ai FAHRENHEIT LE! hahaha

saw them walk past me in the room, LEADING BY aaron, with his super cute backpack, followed by calvin with his super sunshine smile, upcoming with jiro with his super busy look, and lastly, wuzun with his super relaxing expression.

ALL OF THEM ARE SO CHARMING , ESP AARON.

thanks for those who had fulfilled my little little wish that has make it so complete for my LIFE!

jiayou bahs, FAHRENHEIT!

2009-03-30T01:45:00.004+08:00

woohooo~
went for singing for these 2 days.
hahahah
my heart is beating ridiculously as u sing...
it's been a long time i have this kind of feeling.

:)

FAHRENHEIT! I JUST WANNA SEE U GUYS!! =D

2009-03-28T00:55:00.007+08:00

woohoo~ went SENTOSA ytd with vonnie, connie, yueru, yq and sl! and not forgeting YT!!

hehehe it's a fun day out!

ALL OF US! =D

yq, yt, sl and me! wahahah

4 of us again!

i rmb we are talking abt SOMETHING! hahaha!

it's really a fun day with u guys! =D

I WANNA HV MORE OUTINGS!!

2009-03-22T23:06:00.002+08:00

卡沙巴王子说过：

朋友的担心是带着笑容的,情人的担心是皱眉头的.

im really like this phrase. hahaha.
how i wish there's times when i have this scenario for myself. OF COS i wont want any worries from anyone.

:)

2009-03-21T02:35:00.003+08:00

woohoooo!

a new hairstyle with a new START!

hoping the best after this.

my results, my future career, my LOVE LIFE,

EVERYTHING.

jiayou jiayou!

2009-03-18T00:03:00.003+08:00

WHAT THE HELL.
WHAT THE F***.

this is the 1st time i wanna scold someone with a F*** and you are such a BITCH.
aarrggghhh!
if u cant compromise everyone's timing, then why should u book it by URSELF.?
u can go alone then!
and this is not the 1st time u did this to me.
u better stop wadever u are doing. doing FOR UR OWN GOOD.
TIAN ZHI, TI ZHI, NI ZHI, WO ZHI.

2009-03-17T00:26:00.001+08:00

congrats.
you had successfully made me cried ONCE AGAIN.
i can feel that this wont last any longer. anytime it will BOMB.
i wanted to control, but u are going far too over.

THANKS FOR THAT.

2009-03-12T01:25:00.004+08:00

我真的很想找个人说出我所有的苦衷.

但是我发现连真正聍听的人有多少?

阳光什么时候才出现?

我不知道.....

2009-03-12T01:08:00.002+08:00

okay.
im not in a gd mood nowadays.
reasons and reasons and reasons.
i have asked abt it becos i feel that i've curious abt what is it betw me and him now.
i knew im stupid when he said abt studies 1st, affairs comes after that.
HELLO. I OSO KNOW STUDIES comes 1st.
if not i wont made such a decision earlier.
BUT the prob is should u be the way, the attitude of not caring abt it anymore?
and ya. im not happy abt it, disappointing and saddening.
true. it's me who made the deicision but i thought we agreed to know each other better within the time?
SO ARE YOU MAKING THE EFFORT TO?
i dont think so.
yes. being PS isnt making me feel good. it's already the 2nd time.
im losing patience.
so. i decided to let go.

* 我真的越来越容易不耐烦了. 我有尽量在控制, 但....
真的不好受...

2009-03-10T00:11:00.002+08:00

this is what yueru has just gave me.

mon-模范棒棒堂，花样男子
tues-模范棒棒堂，花样男子
wed-模范棒棒堂，我的帅管家
thurs-模范棒棒堂
fri-模范棒棒堂,终极三国
sat-circus 狗仔队
sun-爱就宅一起

can tell she's a standard lollipop fan? hahaha.
BOYS OVER FLOWERS! im coming!
KIM BUM AND JIHOO!
=D

2009-03-09T01:50:00.003+08:00

Shuli((: once, twice, fear. says (1:23 AM):its ok~ wo yue lai yue ai
Shuli((: once, twice, fear. says (1:23 AM):LOL
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:23 AM):hahahaha
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:23 AM):OHHH~
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:23 AM):okay de~
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:23 AM):wo men yi qi liu xia lai~
Shuli((: once, twice, fear. says (1:24 AM):wo men qu zuo gu dan mo tian lun ba~
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:24 AM):hao bahs~
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:24 AM):wo shi ni de zui jia ting zhong.
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:24 AM):you shenme dou geng wo jiang ah~
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:24 AM):HAHAH
Shuli((: once, twice, fear. says (1:24 AM):HAHAHHA
Shuli((: once, twice, fear. says (1:24 AM):hao hao~ wo bu yao zuo chen momo~
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:25 AM):hahaha
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:25 AM):haohao. bu yao momo, yao you hen xin~
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:25 AM):HAHAH
Shuli((: once, twice, fear. says (1:28 AM):HAHAHAHA!
Shuli((: once, twice, fear. says (1:28 AM):hao de hao de! wo bu hui ji mo bao zou de!
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:28 AM):hahahaha
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:29 AM):hao de~! bu yao na yang, wo jue de ni ying gai bei zhen xi de~
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:29 AM):HAHAHA
Shuli((: once, twice, fear. says (1:30 AM):LOL!!
Shuli((: once, twice, fear. says (1:31 AM):hao! yu shi yan lei, suo yi wo hui zhen xi zi ji !
Shuli((: once, twice, fear. says (1:31 AM):LOL becoming more and more no link
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:31 AM):hahahah!
Shuli((: once, twice, fear. says (1:31 AM):LOL last one left.. JYJY!
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:31 AM):errr errr....
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:32 AM):zi ji hen zhong yao, ji de zi ji de DONG MAI shi rang ni GENG you SHENG ming li~!
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:33 AM):hahaha!
shiqi. MUGMATES How many people can make you feel...extraordinary? says (1:33 AM):i tried my best
Shuli((: once, twice, fear. says (1:34 AM):HAHAHAHHA!

WOOOHOOO!! CALL US 歌名卡啦松的强者 ! WAHAHAHA

we can challenge other songs de! :)

2009-03-08T21:29:00.002+08:00

ohwell. im disappointed with him, not coming, missing such a great show with me.
im losing all the confidence and faith for this.
come' on.
if u really care for it, u will do even more for it.

i guess. time to let go.?

2009-03-08T21:24:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hmmmm. quite true thou.

wahahahahah

anyway. xiaozhu was really DASHING and CHARMING with his " LOVING FANS " attitude.

omg.

hahahaha

2009-03-06T02:44:00.001+08:00

thanks everyone.
zhuxiaojie, yuxiaojie, wy, becca, hy, connie.
WAHAHAHA.
im feeling better le.

thanks for the tolerances and listening ears that you guys give me.
i really appreciate it.
LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
爱死你们了!

muackmuacks. <3

2009-03-05T00:54:00.001+08:00

i cant believe i just cried in front of my lappy just now.
hais.

jiayou bahs.

2009-03-04T22:55:00.002+08:00

心情不好.

finally know the feeling of how ppl go out to work.
hear ppl order to do this do that.
sian.

肚子饿的时候, 不要惹到我.

ARRRGHHHH!!

2009-02-27T20:04:00.002+08:00

到底人心是什么?

我不知道, 我只知道我以为自己对人家好, 人家就会对我好.
可是, 这好像不是这样的.
眼睁睁看着你们聊得很开心, 自己却走在后面.
感觉就是不舒服.
我是什么都不如你, 但我以为我们是一起前进的.
看起来并不是如此.
向来有什么事情我都会跟你说, 但你却隐瞒着我同样的事情.
对你, 我很失望.

算了吧. 现在我知道, 很多事情是不能要求回报的.

** 只要我对得起自己就好 **

2009-02-24T17:27:00.002+08:00

today's exam paper should be okay de.
but dont know why i feel so not confident abt it.
the whole paper like somewhere there, somewhere not there. qns all i know but the ans i give, im not sure.

..................
PLS LET ME PASS!!!
* im despo. *

2009-02-22T03:34:00.003+08:00

最幸福的事是什么?

就是可以在肚子饿的时候, 吃喜欢的食物!

=D

真的快... 寂寞暴肥了!! =P

2009-02-21T00:37:00.005+08:00

ohwell. TIME TO UPDATE! hahhaha

still busy with assignments from last week. AND now, we are facing the final EXAMINATION of CHINESE LITERATRE. 40%.

DONT PLAY PLAY HOR.

hais. must jiayou for that bahs?

ohya. today went to see dadong, rainie and HU YU WEI!! woohooo!

hahahah we were at the 2nd floor. watching them. HU YU WEI IS SHUAI DAO~~

but he's injured. must recover thou!

shocking news of the day is that SOMEONE from the fc actually fainted while waiting for them to arrived. WE SAW THEM carrying the person out. LIKE OMG.

must be v xinku to be in a fc.

BUT HEY.

FAHRENHEIT. WE ARE COMING! =D

* I WANNA PASS MY LIT EXAM WITH a B? hahahah jiayou!

2009-02-10T12:47:00.003+08:00

hahaha BEEN SUPER BUSY WITH ASSIGNMENTS NOWADAYS.
ohwell, busybusybusy.
and yupps.
everyone is upset with their speechcom results, so am i.
but getting compliments from AH YEO is making me flying in the sky~
cos those 优点s, even me myself oso dont know! hahaha
HAIS. talked to him about what is my decision.
it's good that he respect my decision, BUT NOT THE EXTENT OF " dont care" bahs?
i dont know. the feeling that he give me is that he istn really caring and thinking about what's happenning between us. suanle bahs. 顺其自然~

姐妹们, 加油!!! =D

2009-01-31T01:28:00.001+08:00

miss the piano. my 不能说的秘密~

2009-01-31T01:15:00.001+08:00

thank you today. thank you. thank you.
have enjoyed the fun today.
:)

2009-01-25T23:58:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo~!
HAPPY 牛 YEAR TO EVERYONE~!
just hope that everyone can be happy, and of cos healthy which is SUPER important too!
and, we must overcome the economic difficulty!
CAN DE!
my GPA, above 3.5!!
and 桃花多一点哦~!
hehehe.

MOOOOOO~ =D

2009-01-22T19:51:00.002+08:00

怎样.
自己说话大声, 生为子女的我们就不可以好声好气地跟你说, " 可以不要喊吗?"
这叫没有礼貌的吗?
请问你喊没有错吗?
为什么子女就不可以纠正你吗?
我们欠你的啊?
是欠你一身一世都还不了, 但你就可以说你身为父母就是神仙, 没有错吗?
自己需要尊重, 要先尊重人好不好.
你的女儿不是人吗?
已经累计很多不满, 想和你讲的. 只是不想说出来, 浪费时间.
闹的全家烦恼.

现在真的很想搬出去住.

2009-01-20T00:27:00.002+08:00

was quite stressed up and nervous for speechcom interview today.
ohwell, disappointing, FREAKING HELL results im getting.
what's that. i already try my best to try to interview someone that wont talk as much, and u are saying i speak more than the interviewee?
BECOS she dont speak more, I HAVE TO ASK HER QNS~!
hais. nvm.
went for 1003 cny reunion dinner today.
initially was quite weird, but after that have play some games, and it's fun!!
i kanna wrote a " 牛" on both sides of my face. hahahah tat was so funny.
and i have got my 1st ANGBAO of the YEAR!!
thanks laoda! :D

* hope ken can recover soon from his fever. :)

2009-01-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

烦啊~! 烦啊~! 烦啊~!
好多东西做呀~!

2009-01-15T22:47:00.002+08:00

hahah.
okay la. i guess everything should be okay le?
i understand about u do not like ppl to rush you for too many times.
alright, i understand that.
think should be that's all?
yeah, we are all busy ppl, busy with work. and that's why we are having misunderstanding at this kinda of circumstances?
hehehe
dont angry la!
:D

2009-01-15T18:49:00.002+08:00

ohwell, i guess i have to clarify something.
obviously the previous entry that i had posted have made some misunderstanding btw me and eleen.
thanks for being so truthful about ur feelings.
yeah, holidays im not v free becos i have my assignments and projects to do. plus im working.
yeah, sch had started and u guys are busy, SO AM I.
and of cos, i do feel not to be right asking for a present.
it's such a shameless thing to do , and I HAD ACTUALLY DONE THAT.
ohwell, i had learnt my lesson and not asking for presents anymore.
我学会了" 不请自来" 的后果.

okay, my definition of present, is that it should be the person who want to give it WILLINGLY.
since it's a tradition of it for us to buy presents for frens, of cos i would expect it too.
and willingness is coming from the hearts, but, i dont feel it during the process of it.
that's why im feeling upset about it.

in conclusion, im just letting out my feelings here and want to let u guys know abt it.
if not, OBVIOUSLY i would make it private,wont i ?
but i didnt.
i feel that friends are there to understand you, to care about u.
and there are times that we need to give in, it's a to- and fro thing.
ohwell, we can talk this out bahs.

2009-01-12T22:53:00.002+08:00

is getting a present from u guys so difficult?
is buying a present so difficult until i need to ask you guys to do so?
is that present really a present?
i dont know.
everyone in the clique hv their present whenever they want. what about me?
i seriously need it becos it like a necessary to a poly student.
hais.

this is what i feel la.
anyway, thanks geraldine.

2009-01-11T00:39:00.002+08:00

i really dont know what am i suppose to do.
i seriously never think of the consequences of confessing will actually results in...
hais
there are a lot of problems contributing to this start of relationship.
regardless of my parents, my studies, ur internship, our commitment. everything..
i feels that is this the thing that i want?
i was actually shocked to know tat u wanan give it a try to our relationship, becos i dont expect that. you woukd actually want to give both of us a chance.
and when i knew it, im supposed to be happy right?
yes i am. but in the other part of my heart, something is telling me that there's sth bothering me.
i dont know what is it, but i just feel not right.
my feelings is all along right, i meant it when i say i like you. but the consequences of it, making me worry.
and ytd we had talked this out.
i know that im the one who are deciding this relationship now.
and u are letting it for me to think about it too.
really thanks for that.

and i have come to a decision to make.
i feels that we can continue to be friends. but closer friends.
becos we do need to to get close and know each other even more.
even thou we know each other for anrd 3 years already, but everytime we talk, there would be a silent moment.
i did not want to play with ur feelings becos i really didnt know what will happen to me when i tell u about my feelings. At that point of time, i only wanna express what im thinking. sorry to not think about the consequences. and i seriously do not want the relationship to affect my studies if it really start. i guess u will definitely understand that becos i had already fail it once. i do not want to repeat my mistake again.
so, i wish we are be closer friends.
but if in the point of time when we are getting closer as frens, i would not mind letting u to go if u have someone in mind.
我觉得我不应该自私. 也不希望你会等我.
ohwell, hopefully things will go on fine~

GPA GONNA BE 3.5 and above huh!!! hehehe :)

2009-01-07T01:01:00.002+08:00

ARGGGHH~!
please let the whole class fail the lit test tml. so we can hv a retest!
i seriously give up for it! SO MANY THINGS TO STUDY! and what's going in my head?
NOTHING.
hais.
my 5% of the module GONE~
what to do.?
prepare for the worst to happen.
hahahah

2008-12-28T00:13:00.002+08:00

i dont know why...
everytime i go for this, i will always feel so lousy...
everytime i go for this, i will always feel left out...
everytime i go for this, i will always feel im useless...

i seriously dont know how to improve myself, even thou im trying hard.
i guess time will give me the chance to 改变自己, 更加努力学习.

jiayou bahs, SQ.

2008-12-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!
WOOOHOOO.
HOPE EVERYTHIGN IS GOING TO BE FINE FOR EVERYONE!
=D

2008-12-18T01:30:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAHUI!
HAHAHA
happy birthday to you, and mom.
may all your wishes come true~!
=DDD